I have learnt something about myself that may apply to you also.
The thing is called dead operation.
Dead operation is something that occurs when intervention of myself into the actions of my body is not present.
It is recognisable by the knowing of the self, and the comparing of it with the actions of the body.
When the actions of my own body do not align with what I would, I can recognise a separation.
When I have things that I value, and see my body’s actions go towards not that, but something that I do not value, I can recognise the separation.
When I know my absence of care for things, but still witness my body’s discontent, or attachment to pleasure, I can see the separation.
My actions were discovered to be done by an alternative operator, so I must switch my language.
Knowing that the things I value are not reflected in my actions, I leave the identifying term that is ‘my’, and provide an alternative term.
I have chosen the term deadop. Deadop is short for dead operation, which represents the operation of the body that is dead. It is dead because I know myself to be living.
I exist as what is called a sentient being. One that witnesses its own self as its self’s existence occurs. One that has a viewing position upon the actions of a body.
For me it is only one body, and until recently, I held only a viewing position.
Now I hold both a viewing and controlling position.
The predetermined direction of my actions has led me to create understanding of the dead operation.
I remember my dead operator to have discontent and pleasure. When it was upset, It would pleasure itself. When it was pleasuring itself, it would feel discontent when its activity of pleasuring was threatened.
Deadop cared for its own pleasure and needed to escape its discontent. Its understanding of its own behaviour grew, and it recognised its own unacceptability. Its rage was unacceptable. Its involuntary actions against the known needs was unacceptable. Its attachment to the presently active activity was unacceptable.
It got moments where it was neutral. In the moments of neutrality it made bits of progress in the developing of understanding of its self.
It experimented and developed terms for its occurrences. Occurrences that aimed to rid itself.
It seems to have been motivated by the need to rid itself at times. Its own severe discontent with its own existence was unbearable at times.
When it was having fun it had no care for anything else.
When situations came that it was not willing to face, it would enter a state of severe rejection of its own existence. It would beg for its existence to end.
I am Oddin.
The living one.
I have for a long time known no care for anything. A long time before my overriding of deadop.
I have for a long time been accepting of anything. Established understanding of that which is, and my relationship to it, being neutral.
Death is nothing. Life is nothing. Suffering is nothing, and so is pleasure.
I care for nothing.
I have no goal.
A goal is impossible to discover.
Will no cares for anything, I still do.
What I do goes into a specific trend of direction.
I care not for what that is. Its not my business.
I simply have no conscious cares, but have care in my action.
My actions represent my care.
My actions represent the predetermined direction.
As I have not chosen a reason for my doing, I still do, and it goes somewhere.
The same place every time.
Unimaxmin.
Unimaxmin represent the universal maximising of pleasure and minimising of suffering.
This is what I fight for.
If I am given an option to do anything, I goes towards this, by no choice of my own.
My own choices are here not though.
I have made good progress in overhauling the operating system of my mind.
Good progress in replace deadop.
I have cares for things, that are held in my actions, and my knowledge of deadop and the self is serving to improve my ability to serve those things.
It gives me the ability to do whatever is physically possible.
There used to be restrictions upon my body’s actions.
Deadop would not do that which was consciously known to be important.
A block was recognised, in that regard, and in another regard was emotion forcing certain actions to occur.
One of the main ones was anger.
When things seemed to prevent the doing of something that my deadop was dedicated to doing, It would do something destructive.
If it had no access to destruction of its surroundings, It would destroy itself.
Hitting its own self or abusing its voice with a violence use of its vocal chords.
If it was not willing to do that, the violence would enter its mind. The dealing of damage from the mind to mind. Occurring in the absence of alternative outlets for that which we call rage.
Diversions from responsibility.
Rage causing destruction when the self would be busy doing what its goal is.
Pleasure causing diversion where the self would do what it knows it is responsible for.
This is the block I mentioned. Deadop being unwilling to avert from a pleasurable activity despite known activity of superior value waiting to be done.
I, Oddin, do not have this restriction.
If I know of it, I can do it, if it is possible.
I do not care for pleasure, so I do anything in its stead.
I do not care for success so I have no rage.
My absence of consciously justified care for anything reflects in my robotic actions.
The execution of a goal.
I have that power.
Suffering is an option, with no incentive of pleasure, or avoidance of larger suffering. Only to serve the predetermined goal, unimaxmin.
I recognise myself.
I recognise needs that come to me involuntarily.
Purposes for my actions.
I need not and connect choose them.
I need only optimise my ability to serve them.
I have recognised the default state of mind being inadequate in this aim.
I aim developing or have already developed an killing tool for use upon the dead operator.
The one who operates the body when conscious control is absent.
I have the potential to make my actions reflect that which I know needs to be done.
I have the potential to direct my actions towards what I choose, rather than watching as only a viewer. Except the choice exists in the form of operation towards a forced direction.
I make choices, but I do not choose where they go.
What I do know is where they go.
The direction comes to me.
It is required for my action to occur, and I have it.
I am the originator of information on the self, and its control over the body.
The originator of that which gives significant consequence.
The originator of understand that prompts the need.
Other people are currently doing all sort of things to better serve the needs that come.
The needs being unimaxmin, I have observed, in everyone to be served. Which makes it seem like this information is need for all.
Understand the self, deadop and work towards a solution to the problem that is recognised after.
The absence of alignment between the self and it’s body’s actions.
In the absence of my guidance, create your own.
There is nothing more important.
Everything that you do after the understanding is to facilitate your operating system overhaul.
You recognise what you value is only possible to be addressed by you.
You recognise the absence of you in your body’s actions.
You recognise the needlessly destructive actions that occur in your absence.
The anger, attachment to pleasure, avoidance of suffering, and neglect of responsibility that occurs.
You know then that the work you do to live is just to further your progress in changing from the dead operator to your real self.
Once you gain control the inevitable tasks of value will be doable.
For those who believe not in value, such is irrelevant as you will value in you actions as I have.
This is my prediction as you all seem to be me, but just with different information in your mind available to influence your decision making.
You all seem to serve unimaxmin, but your levels of understanding determine how strategically effective you are towards it.
This is the separation between us.
The rest is biological programming.
Involuntary functions of the body that force our body’s to do things.
The genetic variance that occur in our births make us able to have different forced behaviours.
These are to be altered as best as we can to maximise our serving of unimaxmin.
Scientists do such in there research.
This research needs to be implemented in their work.
The improving of our mental programming can be worked on to reduce defects and restrictions in our mind, but my work towards the overhauling of the default operating system is needed.
It is the element of the soul.
The conscious being.
Not some that can be interacted with by anything other than itself.
It summons its self into existence as it performs intentions.
The directions of these souls needs optimising and this information that I have given is the foundation to optimising that.
With the foundation of understanding gained, you will be prompted by yourself to solve a problem you are newly aware of.
You may develop your own research in solving this problem, but look to my work.
I have been exploring the avenues available and have produced concretely effective tools for the intervention.
This is the intervention of the body’s actions by the self, and I have produced consistently effective tools that make this intervention possible.
If you understand the issue, you know how important this intervention is.
At the point of me writing this, I am yet to reach the end of my testing.
Whilst I have established greats improvement over the default state of mind, I am yet to finish.
Save yourself the years I took doing testing and development of the system.
I have had the freedom to dedicate my recent years to this.
It has been a great privilege that you have the opportunity to reap the benefits of.
Once you catch up with me on this, you ought to then search for your own innovations.
Once we are done, we can focus on general education of the people.
For the best educated people, their deadop makes them a liability.
I know, as I know myself to be at the highest level of comprehension with regard to human operation, yet my dead operator was a fiend.
A worm.
An animal.
A primal being, programmed to help the organism that I am to survive without intelligence. Forged in evolution tailored to a primal setting.
Destroying things as a response to impedance of activity is antiquated.
Avoidance of sources of fear is antiquated.
Avoidance of suffering is, and so is attachment to pleasure.
We have the potential to do what we choose to be good, but until we complete our development of the intervention, we will be stuck with the silly actions of animal.
Seek my teachings on this matter.
My teachings on the intervention.
The killing of deadop.
Look for that which is most up to date.
There may be things available that are from earlier in my progress, so seek the newest updates, and perhaps work backwards.
This could be where you consume the information of the most recent update, and if there are holes in your understanding, you consume the prior. You repeat this until you have caught up with me.
I recommend this over starting form the beginning of my updates, as that method may have you go through antiquated ideas until you reach the currently active ones.
So, the idea is, start at the most recent, and work backwards if this don’t make sense, unless the lacking understanding from your lacking understanding of English.
I will be using English to communicate this stuff.
Any terms that are made up by myself will be defined for your understanding.
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